But then I get a phone call from a well meaning Aunt saying that my cousin who has only been seeing his girlfriend for less then a year has gotten her pregnant and they have been TRYING for all of 3 months!!!! Poor little dears!!! Bless their pea picking little hearts!!! So yet again another one of my cousins is going to have a baby and I have to watch her belly grow every week and help throw a shower for this women!! Why does this happen? Why is it that I can't have this? I'm swear its like this big Joke on ME!!! Lets see if she falls apart this time?
I was never a negative person I have ALWAYS been positive but this whole thing is beating me to the ground!!! Its so hard to stay positive in this enviroment. I can't take all this crap!!! Hell I have Aunts and friends telling me that "If I would just relax It would Happen!" Jeez thanks for the info I hadn't thought of that before!!! I just want to know what the hell the punch line is to this joke...
